Friday, February 25, 2011

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i was moody yesterday, without any reason.
because of stress? tension?...
Sincerely, i felt happy in this semester, i don't like my previous sem, just keep moody and emo...i try to change it in this semester.
I thought i was success on it, but yesterday already told me that I'm not, i still need put more effort to control my emotion.
Because of my emotional, i lost a friend, i lost so much of things that i missed.
Besides, i hate moody without any reason. I won't let myself be what i did before, i want to change, can i?
Darren Chin, tell yourself, YOU CAN !!!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

That's My Valentine's Day

A Valentine's Day will make the world or even the earth become sweet and romantic and A MUST of the valentine's day is outgoing with your bf/gf, accompany him/her, sweet kiss, sweet hug and blah blah blah. But....if for a gang of people who don't have a boy/girlfriend, what would they do? They would find something which is very excited, hehehe. ..
Ya, that's the day i had been with a gang of single man.

We went to a badminton court where stated at mambang diawan, and played the badminton, of course. haha. But it will be my unforgettable memory. Why i will said so? hehe...you know, I'm the most poorer player among them, but i still can enjoyed the excited match with them. Besides, they taught me a lot of badminton skill and of course i learned a lot from them. Really thanks to you guys. You all are so marvelous, SW, A, YH, KL, C, M, B, SH. The only thing I'm still confusing is, why my friends playing the badminton will shout here shout there and wee wee waa waa, isn't a necessary to use mouth to play badminton also? haha...but they make the atmosphere turned to excited and lively.

Ya,so what were our activity behind the badminton match? We went to take a rest first at mamak , after that we went back home took a shower, then is the time to Rock N Roll. We went to a place is something like a pub, wine and poker card were the only thing that accompanied us. There is quite bored actually, not that many people there, maybe they went to PAK TOH. but is still a gang of single man syok sendiri there. Anyway, nice to be there with you guys.

So, that's my valentine's day. Not that special, and not that normal.
I hope to find my half of life as soon as possible, but it needs to take some time i know. If i still can't find the another her, i believe i still having a gang of bro that waiting me, haha. Single can also have a great day in valentine. ^^





Saturday, February 12, 2011

You're gone




已经发现你渐渐的在我生命里消失
可能连做朋友的机会也没有
其实我是多么渴望,希望你可以跟我讲话
因为每一次我们吵架,你总是那个主动和我讲回话,让我们再次和好的那个
可是这一次,你已拒绝了这样做

还记得有一次我们在某间文具店碰面,我以为你会跟我讲话
可是最后,你却以一个微笑作为回应
其实每次见到你,我都会有一股冲动很想过去跟你讲话,问好
就怪我没有这个勇气
我每次一想起你对我说,“我不会再跟你讲话了”,我的内心都会很GENG着,一直很想知道为什么
我一次又一次问你,我做错了什么导致你不愿跟我讲话,你最后还是给了我一个问号
我不想把它变成一个问号,甚至是一生的问号

在你还没离开之前,你可以告诉我为什么吗。。。
我想是没有可能了
除此,每次见到你,我都会很怕面对你
我最怕就是面对那种明明是认识的,为什么还要装成好像不认识
最后,我还是以一种冷酷,不认识的表情来面对我的胆怯

最近也发现你决定把我的一切从你的生命里消失
我早就预了,也发生了
记得你曾经跟我说过,“我永远不会删除掉关于我朋友的任何联络方法,就算是我们吵架了”
我在你心中,原来连朋友也不是

接下来的这几个月,都是你接近离开的痕迹
我真的很怕,很怕
可是这一切已成事实,一个我无法改变的事实
我们的友情就想是断了线的风筝,无法再飞远,飞高了
都怪我自己当初的执著,才让这个风筝断了线

不再见了,朋友。